Ok so she thought we really needed to talk about...
Well..
The two people I don't like talking about cause I always end up crying...

She told me that in the future I would be over them.
But that I would still love them in my heart of hearts...That I may be over them, but I don't have to give them up.

She said what we need to start doing is talking about them more often, kind of like self therapy.
Obviously she knows how much it hurts..
So she cries with me.
And I don't feel as pathetic.


It still really hurts...
Everytime we talk, it's like opening up a wound and pouring salt in it.
But at the same time..
The edges of that wound are healing every so slowly.

She warned me that when my/our depression kicks in..
We may cry over them occasionally
But that we learn how to love again...

She didn't tell me how
Or with who.
But that I heal enough to love someone.

And that...
They don't die.


So yeah...
Maybe the phrase
"Third time's the charm"
Means something different than what I thought.